December 2, 2003
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Lots o' stuff today....
First let me start by finishing this never ending religion debate. Religious beliefs can be debated endlessly, but personally, I'd rather not. God judges ALL, weighs the heart of each person. To everyone: Do us both a favor & don't woryy about what happens to me in the after-life. If God needs to talk with me, we will sit down & talk it out together. It's just between him & I, though. Please remember that. So, I'll end it there.
Second on my mind is something I can't even divulge. Dawn asked me a question the other night. She challenged. Challenged my morals, ethics. Challenged me to go out on a limb. It wasn't a bad thing, but "risky" (for lack of a better word). I've been confused enough as it is this week, that question did NOT help. Sigh....I find myself asking that question over & over, but I don't have an answer. I think only time will tell that. Who knows? I'd LOVE to get it off my chest, but I can't. I can't tell anyone, that kills me...I do best talking things out with other people, and this has to be kept "secret." Let me NOT think about it, so it doesn't eat me alive....
I'm sulking today because of the snow! We had a harsh winter last year, I got robbed of a real summer & now it's snowing again. It's not fair! Damn you white, arctic people!
LOL...Just kidding
I've been getting a lot of headaches lately. Not sure if they're stress or anemia related. Just odd....
Get the final tattoo next week. Can't believe it's finally/already here. I'm excited. This is a big gift I'm giving myself. It's the last step in my physical transformation. And the positive effect it will have on my self-esteem is unbelievable. I'm excited & nervous...But happy. Now I'll truly be able to accept my body...I can be proud...I paid for each tat with my own money, they all represent who I am, they all beautify me. Yea! I'm siked! I'm meeting with Lynn, my artist, later today to finalize everything....Can't wait!
Well, I think that's it for now. Stay warm everyone!
Comments (3)
Don't bother worrying about the "religion debate" ending any time soon. It won't. That's life.
Maybe I'm a little partial but I'm proud of your body lol. There are other things too, but basically I'm using you for sexual favors. No other reasons. No inner glow...you're not attentive, caring or loving. I just want SEX!!! :puke:
I hope your mind rests easy on the moral, ethical dilemma question. Hmmm...maybe you have a headache because you are thinking too much?
*doing the happy dance* So? Tell me about your tattoo! (I have 4 and am itching to get another one!) Don't mean to seem nosy... I always pester people about their tattoos. I am just so curious because, you can tell alot about a person from them, ya know?
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mike is a retard. :hammer:
:weirdo:
But anyway.
I am just here saying HI.
Hi.
Donna
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