January 6, 2004

• Well, to start off, as you all can see, this site is currently a work in progress    LOL...Sorry for all the wild, different changes.  La Donna & I are slowly working on this.  WEll, she is, really.  She knows what she's doing & I'm just being a brat & telling her what I want    So, thank you very much, La Donna!  You're a sweetheart, I appreciate all your hard work.  Hopefully everything will be all set up soon.

  
  

  So, we had a nice dinner with my fam.  Although I love them dearly, I am finding it harder to be in public with them....Well, Bob, my mom's brother.  He claims to be veegan (but he eats crab cakes & foods with egg & milk in them, but whatever).  He also had to bring his own water to the restaurant, because he will now only drink triple-filtered water.  For god's sake!  It's emarassing to be with such a pain in the ass.  He actually made the waiter take away his glass of water after the waiter filled his glass with the restaurant's water.  I'm normally so embarassed at restaurants because of my limited eating, but that's all health.  This was bad    Oh well.  He means well.  I think  

  
  

  I haven't heard from Stephen.  *Clawing at my desk*  When will I hear from him?!  Damn, this is killing me    But I know I can't rush him.  I wish I could reassure him.  He gave me a CD, and there's one song that says "All I ever wanted was to be with you..../You've got to know I'd never do you wrong..."  I would LOVE to sing that to him, or at least tell him.  Plus, I found some great dolphin pics for the next tattoo, but again, I don't want to bother him.  Don't want to be a pain in his ass.  Sigh....  This whole "letting go" thing goes against my nature    I do believe he will be the death of me    In the meanwhile, just to add more confusion to my plate, I've been e-mailing Andrew, the guy who saw my old profile on e-mode.  He seems REALLY cool.  We think alike in terms of religion, life goals, our life perspectives, etc.  Plus he's local & only a year older than me.  He's kinda cute too.  DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!  LOL...This is so weird for me.  I've never had anything like this happen to me before.  I do hope I can get some answers on Friday.

  
  

  I would like to introduce everyone to Tat2Jay.  I stumbled across his site the other day.  He is a soldier in Iraq, with a lovely wife & children back here in the states.  I thanked him for what he is doing for us.  I told him how I would love to enlist, but I would be rejected due to the neuromuscular disease.  So, I have a lot of respect & sympathy for those people who ARE out there.  He is a wonderful guy & his site is great.  Send lots of love & positive energy to him & his family.

  
  

  I think that pretty much wraps things up for today.  I'm gonna go cuddle with Akhenaten.  Take care all, good night.  Blessed be!

  • 9:38 pm
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