Wow. All I can say is wow. Tonight’s reading was AMAZING! I love Oceana, she is such a love. And she hit EVERYTHING without me saying a word 
She mentioned Nyako & the other animals in my life. She said they were thanking me. That means a lot since I have not stopped beating myself up about Ny’s getting sick. So, that was comforting.
I told her I needed help/guidance with romance. She INSTANTLY picked up on the fact that there were 3 people I was confused about, she also figured out that 2 were women. And then she looked at me, and told me that this was the first time I was in/considering a relationship like this. (Can we say, “Wow”?!) She told me the one woman just wasn’t really in the picture. I had a feeling that was the case, but I wasn’t sure. So, that settled that for me. She saw Stephen, but she also saw all the confusion around him & the fact that he hasn’t “stepped up to the plate” in terms of commitment (to at least some kind of solidity to the relationship). She actually saw his father, and discussed their relationship (which I don’t really know anything about), and said that their relationship was a cause of why Stephen was the way he was. She saw ”Deer” (she said this one was deer-like, so I’m calling her that for now) & said there was an amazing connectedness to us. She knew that Deer & I had Wicca in common. She also saw that this would be a first female-female relationship for her as well. She saw a lot of firsts for her (I instantly knew what that was about), but she saw a good future for us & saw me moving to her/with her in the not too distant future. She even told me that we would have a HOUSE & that it will be on the water, she said that I should be on the lookout for that when moving time comes. She was even amazed at how sweet Deer is. Oceana said, “Wow. She is really very sweet. She is a kind soul.” VERY true. Anyone who knows her will tell you that. She told me that I need not worry about coming out to my family. She said that they may be surprised at first, but they won’t be as judgemental as I fear they’d be. So, that was good to hear. Bottom line was she saw that Stephen & I would continue the intense, intellectually intimate relationship we have, but it probably (I’m using that term, because as we all know, things can change. Even Oceana said that things change & move so quickly) will not blossom into anything more. That’s fine. Instead I should focus on developing a relationship with Deer. She also saw my concern about not hurting others (Stephen). She said not to worry, that I wouldn’t. She said the right words will come to me at the time that they are needed. So, that’ll be fine. *Breathing a sigh of relief*
She asked me if I was going back to school. I said I was thinking about it. She told me I should. She said she saw me in surgery, she said I have a natural gift for it. She asked me if I’ve already sutured. I told her yes. She said vet school was where I needed to go & that I would do well monetarily as a vet. That was really cool.
She asked me about my stomach. She saw that I was having problems with it, and then she said, “What’s up with the yogurt?” I couldn’t help but laugh. I eat yogurt almost every day. I told her how it was a joke at work. She said that I should keep eating it, that it will help. That was amazing to me, that she picked up on both.
She told me my grandfather would be well, she didn’t see him deteriorating any time soon. She saw the number 88, and she also heard “one year.” She wasn’t sure what the one year was in reference to, though.
I asked her about my health. She saw that I’ve been concerned lately, but she didn’t see too much to worry about. She said the new medication I was taking (in this case, vitamins for my eyes. I’ve been concerned about the macular degeneration that runs in the fam, I’ve been afraid it’s starting to hit me) would help, she said it wasn’t a cure-all, but it would definetly help. She also saw my anemia. She thought it may originate with the liver or kidneys (and I’m thinking maybe I should get those checked), but she wasn’t overly concerned.
She saw that I was worried about Akh. She knew there was pain involved. It was funny she brought that up, since I found out today that Akh should have surgery ASAP. I’m bringing her in on Wed for pre-sx (sx is vet terminology for surgery) bloods. Hopefully Brendan or Dr. Bitetto can do this cheap. There’s a possibility of Brendan coming to our hosp & doing it for me there & maybe for free (or close to). But I found it interesting that came up in the reading too.
She saw me going on a trip in the spring to visit someone. I told her I was thinking of it. Then she asked why there was so much confusion surrounding this person. I told her it was Deer. Then it made sense to her.
She saw Colin & Bryan in my life ( Lauren’s & Tracie’s babies). She told me how I was like a godmother to Colin & that I would play an important role in his life, that I would be a guide for him, and that we would be close. That was pretty cool.
She discussed my job. She said it was good place for me, but I wouldn’t be there forever. She said the people were very caring, but efficient & busy (VERY true). She said I’ve impressed them, which was nice to hear. She also mentioned a co-worker with control issues (Doreen). She said that I’ve been handling the situation well, and that it isn’t just me (true). She told me there was also some jealousy, and part of that has to do with age. Doreen is almost 40 & it took her about 5 times to pass the licensing exam. I’m 24 & passed first try. Plus, I came & I can do a lot, I do it differently from her, though & that’s where the issues come in. I thought it was great that she (Oceana) could see that.
At one point, she looked at me and said, “You’ve really come a long way.” She pointed out the fact that I was an extremely sensitive child & how I’ve grown (as a person), since I now let things just roll off my back. She also saw that I’ve been through the fire more than once & really commended me. She said I should be more proud of myself & how far I’ve come. She also told me I was in a good place spiritually, and that I should keep doing what I’m doing (one of things I just recently began to do, is follow the “Wheel of The Year” or following nature’s cycles as my calendar: solstices, equinoxes, moon phases, etc. SHE pointed that out to me!).
She saw a lot of animal & angelic spirit guides around me. She also saw Michael, the archangel. I thought that was interesting. She told me I should call on him when I needed truth or clarity/answers. She also said I had a gift for Reiki-type work that I was unaware of & that I should really tap into that. So, I’m going to start reasearching that. I thought that was great. It was a really positive reading, and I was just amazed at how many things she just hit right off the bat. It was great, it really was. We were talking about the possibility of us knowing each other in past lives in Scotland. She said she would meditate on that. I wouldn’t be surprised. This is only my second time meeting her, and I love her. She is so sweet, and I’m so comfortable around her. We definetly have a good friendship starting. Yea!
I am so excited & comfortable & reassured. I’m just happy. It all made sense. It all finally came together. My head feels so much clearer. I’m relieved. I have a lot to look forward to. I am so much more at ease now. I am truely content right now. Well, I do need to go wrap the stuff for the shower tomorrow. Good night, all. Blessed be!
