February 17, 2004

• Hello Xanga-world.  I had a great day today, surprisingly enough    Work was ok...Nothing too exciting in terms of cases.  Although, Gini pulled me aside regarding the bullshit that happened last Wednesday.  I was TRYING to avoid that, but it ended up being a REALLY good conversation & she told me that I had really proven myself, that everyone liked me, that I had a great work ethic & that I wasn't going anywhere.  Wohoo!  I like this place so much, I've been so afraid I'd get fired.  The last job I loved this much fired me (the only job I was ever fired from, every other I quit).  So, to hear that a job I love loves me too is a great feeling. 

  
  

  I got the OTHER headlight bulb replaced today.  They were great, they just did it right then & there even though they were SWAMPED.  It was cool.   I bought tranny fluid, too.  Tranny's been acting funny & I was sure it was my fluid.  Diagnostitician that I am, found that my level was low & my current tranny fluid was brown (it should be a pinkish-red).  Go me!  Plus my hands are all dirty from playing with my motor.  I LOVE that!  Makes me feel like a mechanic!    And, in an odd way, I find it rather sexy 

  
  

  I went to the Smithaven mall to get some earrings.  Got 2 pair & bought some cd's.  I got another Pink CD.  Damn is she hot!  LOL.  I also got 2 Loreena McKennitt Cd's.  I had these, one I leant to Pam & never got back, the other fell into the black-hole-vortex that is my apartment    But, it is SO great to hear them again.  Totally putting me in a witchy mood!  It's so peaceful & beautiful.  I first heard of her when I was dancing, now as a witch, I've encountered many Wiccans who like her, too.  It brings back dance memories, as well as Wiccan emotions/thoughts.  She is awesome!  I recommend her music to everyone! 

  
  

  I saw Lynn today.  She's going to darken the right side of my chest/torso piece (it's significantly lighter than the left), so I'm calling her tomorrow to schedule that sitting.  She pulled me into the bathroom to tell me about Stephen.  I told her I saw him & that he told me he was gone, that was all I said.  She gave me reasons other than what he told me as to why/how this happened.  VERY strange.  I feel more torn in this than I did when my parents divorced.  I love both Lynn & stephen so much, this is very hard.  I don't know who to believe.  Do I have to pick sides?  They both know I have a strong relationship with the other.  I just feel odd mentioning the other person to each of them.  This really sucks.  They both said it was done on good terms, but I don't necessarily buy that, I feel a lot of pain from both of them.  That is what pains me.

  
  

  Stephen e-mailed me (We've actually e-mailed & talked on the phone several times since yesterday.  Things seem back to normal with us) today.  He wants to do more black & white shots...These with swan wings!  I think that'll be gorgeous.  We're waiting for the first ones to develop, then we'll take it from there.  I would REALLY like to do that, I think it'll come out so beautifully.  I'll let you know if/when we do it. 

  
  

  I got an e-mail today that there's a local Witch meeting next Tuesday.  I REALLY want to go, but as of right now, I wouldn't be able to because of work.  I'm going to try to take the day off.  I'm getting work done on the car that morning & a Witch's meeting would just rock.  So, tomorrow, I'm going to ask for the day off.  I hope I can get it, it would be so great to meet local, fellow Wiccans.  Keepin' my fingers crossed for that one.

  
  

  Hmmmm...I think that's it.  Actually, looking at the time, that has to be it.  I still have to stretch & do my ab work, as well as shower.  Goodnight, everyone.  Sleep well & stay warm!  Much love & many blessings to you all!

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