May 12, 2004
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Hi, everyone. Sorry I haven't been writing....Been VERY busy. I'll try to catch up tomorrow. Got a TON of stuff going on right now...Just had the MRI done on my hand, just won a set of beautiful rims for the truck on e-bay (normally would not have done this yet, but one tire is shot, so I'm replacing all the tires any way & the truck needed new rims, so I'm doing it all at once). As seen here (if it doesn't come up right away, click on the "x" in the upper left hand corner & it'll come up):
I might be hanging out with the guy from Beltane who gave me the bracelet. Don't know yet if/when/where/under what pretence, etc. A girl from PA has been writing to me via curve. Seems ok, not my type, but ok. Got another winky face on curve from a 30 year old divorcee (Yay, go us divorcee's!
) who lives in Queens. No pic or profile info, though. Not sure about that. Talked to Shannon a couple of days ago. She doesn't have a phone or cable modem in her apartment. Ya know, NYers have this reputation for being very fast paced, but these people are moving slow by ANYONE'S standards. So, that sucks, I have almost no connection with her. I'm at a place where I really need to start improving myself. Next wednesday, on the full moon, I am going to cast a spell for me to let go. Having never had control in my life as a child, I tend to obssess about things, and I get myself very worked up & stressed. I know that what ever is meant to be will be, and that these are things that are out of my control. I need to relax & let go, it'll help my mind (and my stomach). I want to be a better person & this is a big step for me. If I could, I'd like to ask you all to put out some good energy for me next wednesday, for positivity, calmness & an ability to let go to come to me. I need to think more clearly, take control of what I can & let go of what I can't. I just need to relax & get some good news in my life (especially in the work facet of my life).
I am exhausted & hungry & I have so much stuff to do in the am. So, I think I'll close up shop for now. I haven't forgotten about you all, I promise. I'm just glad I made you laugh with our stupidity from Monday night. Take care, everybody. Much love & many blessings to you all.
PS, the new pic is a logo, I just joined the circle of spiritual women. Couldn't hook up the link right, but I definetly wanted to post the pic, so I seem like a legit member
Comments (2)
man. i so know what ur talking about with stress and stomach issues. feel better baby. ure a beautiful person.
Donna
Hello.:wave:
Thanks for your compliments on my poetry. So you are divorced. I am on my second marriage. My ex-husband was abiusive and I finally got away from him. My husband though is great. You will get through everything and I will definately send some positive energy your way. I'm kinda on my own journey this year. I am trying to let go of the pain from my past.
I am trying to regain control over my life as well. If you need someone to talk to about things feel free to talk to me. It's good to have someone who can understand.
I like the song that on here. :stickdance: What is it?
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