May 24, 2004
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Sigh...This needs to be quick as I have no energy, it is downpouring & Akh is getting into the wires...
Pardon me, I'm just frustrated. I can't park my truck where I normally do anymore b/c of noise disturbance. I hold nothing against the people, it's understandable. I'm just so fucking frustrated b/c if I have anything heavy to carry, not only do I have to carry it up the stairs, but I need to carry it a distance before and/or after the stairs. It just frustrates me & it's times like this I wonder why I am alone & I have to continually do this without any help. Enough of that, I'm sorry. As you have all seen before, I get to these points where I feel I can't do this any more, that I'm at a breaking point. Today is no different.
So, last night was TONS of fun....This is a good group. I'm happy to have met them & to become part of their circle. Bobby is married....He's like Justin, just a flirtatious guy. Nothing wrong with that. Once I found out he was married, I made sure that I asked permission before I said or did anything, I didn't want to over step my boundaries. But it was all good. The only other male there was a nice guy (whose name eludes me) who restores old cars & trucks for fun. He REALLY knows his stuff. He WANTS to help me with the Chevy, which is awesome. (And Silver, thanks for the offer. If I ever have a question, I'll let you know. Thank you so much!) He was very nice, and I spent most of my time with him & Bobby. Typical, I've always been "one of the guys." LOL...I don't think I'd mind it, though, if I had to pay him back for his work with a couple of dates
LOL...Whatever. He's a nice guy, he really knows his cars, he's in love with the truck, whatever, if anything happens, happens. I'm not pushing anything, I'm just not stopping anything either 
Akh's knee surgety got bumped up to tomorrow. I know she'll be fine, but I do still ask that you put out some good protective energy for her. Thanks!
Welp, that's it for now. I'll be seeing Bobby & everyone again on Saturday...it's nice having now a larger circle of pagan friends. Anyhoo...I'm gonna sign off. I'll be getting to everyone else's xanga tomorrow afternoon after work. Nite all. Much love & many blessings!
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hey dont say sorry for being frustrated...everyone gets that way and they so are alowed to...sounds like you found a great group of people to hang out with...i hope i find a group of people to hang out with soon b/c i am getting so lonely in this apartment by my self...i hope every thing is going good in your life
Rest up, GirlieQ... Gimme a call tomorrow and let me know how the knee surgery goes for Akh, k?
And hey, I look at it this way... perhaps you're just going through all the craziness in life now to get it out of the way so you can make room for all the wonderful, beautiful things to come... You're a beautiful, positive force on this earth...it will come full circle...and soon you will reap the benefits
I love you, sista! HUGGGGGG
~laur
Ack--I can't stand having to trek long distances to parking spaces. Yet another reason why I love bicycles, but I digress.
Much prayer for Akh's kitty knee surgery.
My own cats are getting (*wince*) declawed sometime in the next month. Against my wishes, but it's hard to argue with a mother who just had her new couch ventilated.
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