May 26, 2004

• Hello, again.  Thanks to everyone for the kind words, support & positive energy.  The good news is it's only the fuel pump, it'll be fixed tomorrow, so I'll pick up the truck on Friday, and it'll only be $150.  The problem being I don't have $150.  I have to pay for Akh's surgery tomorrow which is $350, I owe work $20 b/c I didn't have enough cash in my account to pay for the cab ride, and my paycheck was only like $460 ± $20.  Pittiful paycheck.  Anyhoo, I'm going to ask my officer manager for a cash advance against my up-coming paycheck which is going to have a shit load of OT on it.  Hopefully it won't be a problem.  Amazingly enough, everyone at work has been great.  Doreen bought me lunch, Tracey bought me dinner, drove me him & is picking me up tomorrow morning.  I couldn't have asked for more, their kindness was overwhelming.  It was great, it really was.  

  
  

  Please do keep sending some good energy my way.  I need money, and I need the truck to be reliable for a while now.  I need to save up & pay everything else off.  I just need a break.  It seems like nothing ever comes easy for me.  Whether it's karma, just my life, or just my stupidity biting me in the ass, I don't know   I'm trying, as I said before, it's just hard when it's you against the world.

  
  

  Thank you all very much.  I'm going to go eat & go to bed.  And yes, that story from earlier was about me...It was how I felt yesterday walking & coming home.  Anyway, again, thank you so much.  Take care, everyone.  Much love & many blessings to you all! 

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