July 6, 2004

• Good evening!  So, we've had more talks about DSC & stuff & I am loving it!   Jay asked me about handling all the merchandising & adverising & what not.  That's fine.  Today, in fact, I actually thought about a huge press-release/unveling/big show to say "Hi, we're here!" type thing.  I know all the right people to invite, too.  And it helps that Bryan works for Variety....That will come very much in handy when the time comes.  Jay is about to SERIOUSLY research up-start costs & stuff.  It's cool, but it's kinda scary.  Stuff like this had been nothing more than a pipe dream for me, for us to be THIS serious about it is...Well, kinda overwhelming, but not in a bad way.    If/when all this happens, you guys are all invited to the unveiling & if you want any custom work done, just say the word.  We have come up with some incredible, truly original ideas.  I REALLY want to say, but I'm afraid of making these ideas public & then we lose our trademark.

  
  

  I do want to talk about Bobby for a minute.  I cannot tell you just how incredible he is.  He's going to try & move down with me to VA, which I am totally psyched about.  However, I wasn't too keen on the idea of him moving in with me so quickly.  So, I told him that.  I told him that I want nothing more than to come down, but I was just uncomfortable with the idea, and that he could sign a short-term lease for an apartment of his own & then after some time, we could take it from there.  Let me tell you, he was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.  He had no problem with that, totally understood my point of view, was not going to push the issue & asked if I wouldn't mind helping him to find his own place.  Wow!  Someone who DOESN'T take me for granted, that's a miracle!   And...There have been some "issues."  Remeber, it's been 2 1/2 years of NOTHING for me, plus I can count on 1 hand the times I've had CONSENTUAL sex.  And Bobby has been simply amazing, checking to see if I'm ok.  Stopping if I'm the least bit uncomfortable...Just awesome.  I cannot believe this....I have never been with someone so wonderful.  I never dreamed someone like that would ever love me.  That was what my friends were supposed to have & I was just supposed to be envious.  It is so incredible for me.  I am so happy.  Sorry, I just had to share my joy

  
  

  Well, I'll shut up for now & go check everybody else's site....Good way to procrastinate from packing   Take care, everyone.  Have a beautiful evening.  Much love & many blessings to you all!

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