October 27, 2004
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Pain, hurt, beytral, mistrust, abuse....This is my life. A never-ending soap opera. Why the hell can't I break this cycle? I refuse to put up with this shit any more. I cannot continue to allow myself to be a doormat. The pain & stress of home has been making me so sick. Truthfully, I should have been hospitalized last week. My Ulcer & IBD have never been worse. I get migraines daily. My muscles ache. Every joint hurts. I'm dehydrated. I'm poisoning my own body. I'm killing myself slowly. Yet, I push on. Work is the only relief I have. It's pathetic, but true. Someone, please save me. This is not a battle I can continue to fight alone.
Alone...The one thing I hated for so long, but now I yearn for it. Solitude, peace...That is all I need, yet I am unable to receive it, to enjoy it. Why? I know there must be so much more to life...
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hey...Laur...i may be the last person u want to hear from.. BUT...if u need me... I'm here...747-9337
Take care of you, please? You need to rest, A rest from the havoc.:worried:
WHAT HAPPENED?!
- D
girl... i don't know your email!
and don't know if u'r busy tonight, but if u want to, you're welcome to come by... let me know...
Wow--what just happened?
You've got my prayers, and my help if there's anything I can do.
Oh my friend I am sorry. You are too good of a person to be putting up with shit. You need to take some down time for you hon. You are in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself. :bighug:
Phoenix Asrai (aka Silver Sky)
Just a note to tell you that you're in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping all is much better by the time you read this.
Chica,
Please give me a call at the house. Let me know what is going on. I am here day and night,
Skinny white man
Chica,
Please give me a call at the house. Let me know what is going on. I am here day and night,
Skinny white man
I'm so sorry to hear that things took such a dramatic turn for the worse. I know you have it in you, though, to survive. And if you feel like you don't, you have friends to turn to.
All the blessings and best wishes in the world to you.
Im sorry to hear about what your going through!
I wanted to tell you that breaking it off is a good thing and don't let him control you by telling you he is going to hurt himself he is lying and only said that because he knew it would make you stay.
YOU ARE NOBODIES DOOR MAT!
YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN!
and don't believe the B/S about it will never happen again LIES ALL LIES!!!
I LOVE YA!!!!
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