November 18, 2004

• Support.  It's an amazing thing, it really is.  I went from feeling so alone, to feeling like I have real friends.  This has had to be the darkest time in my life (and Lauren can attest to the fact that I have had several dark periods, but this one takes the cake).  The co-workers who know what has been going on have been AMAZING.  Even the ones who didn't know the full story have shown me great support & care.  I went to my first group meeting last night & that was a good help as well.  Lauren, however, has been beyond amazing.  What she has done for me, the kindness & generosity she has extended to me is unmatched.  The love & caring she has shown & what all of this means to me, is beyond words.  I will never be able to thank her enough for all this.  I only hope that there is some way I can thank her or pay her back.  I am truly, truly indebted to her.  And thanks to all of you for your prayers, support & kind words.  They have helped more than you could ever imagine.  Thank you, thank you all so very much.  I am in the beginning stages of healing & I recognize that I am truly, truly blessed.

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