I woke up this morning, and found Asche, the new bird, dead in her cage.  Her behavior recently has been off, so I wonder if she had some kind of neuro problem.  I don’t know what the signs of psittacosis are, I may try to look it up.  Just in the midst of all this chaos, this has to happen.  Sigh….I need some goodness to come into my life…

I have not abandoned you.  I’ve hardly been home…I’m sick because I haven’t been getting enough sleep.  There has been SO much going on, it’s unbelievable.  Today, I sell the Stratus.  It needs to go.  This is very strange, and a bit emotional, but it needs to be done.  If my computer doesn’t die on me. I’ll explain all this later.  Elaina & I never got the chance to work on it yet.  I’ve been too busy to do anything.  I need to go get ready for all this….I’ll be back as soon as I can.  Much love & many blessings to you all.

I am so sorry, I have been so horrible about getting back to people.  Hopefully Tuesday will be the day I get back in touch with each of you.  Please accept my deepest apologies, nothing has gotten the attention it deserves: the house is a wreck, the car needs a lot of work, all of my pets need more attention…EVERYTHING has been neglected.  And yet, here I am, about to post a poll question & hope you all respond.  How selfish, I really am sorry. 

My poll question is this: I love my new job.  I am very happy there.  It’s a great environment, great people, good place to be.  The pay is HORRIBLE.  I am about to be offered an office manager position with a corporation that owns a few animal hospitals locally.  Don’t know exactly what the pay is, but it will be a HUGE difference from what I’m being paid right now.  Not to mention the benefits, not to mention it’ll be easier on my body & I can be VERY creative in boosting this animal hospital.  Don’t know what the working environment will be like.  Can’t be sure I’ll be as happy there as I am right now.  Do I go with a job where I am happy but can hardly pay the bills, or do I risk it & go with a job that will give me the financial peace of mind I’ve never had?  Balancing emotions & business decisions is VERY difficult, that’s all I can say.

Hopefully, I’ll be able to catch up with each of you on Tuesday.  I am so very sorry.  I do miss you all!  Take good care.  Much love & many blessings!

I’m exhausted, bogged down.  A lot going on, a ton of emotions and thoughts swirling through my head.  Feeling overwhelmed.  Sigh….I need something.  I need a pick me up.  Someway to start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, a way to unweave all this mess.  I need to go rest, my body is yearning for it.  My soul is so weary at only 25…

My feet are calloused.  Everything hurts and aches.  I am tired beyond belief.  I am pet sitting as well as working.  It’s not bad, the dog is great, but I’m running around & corting my schedule to accomodate this guy, and it’s just wearing me out.  My computer is dying.  Lauren is off to West Virginia tomorrow for a funeral, Elaina’s back is really bad…Sigh….Just so much…I’m feeling so tired & overwhlemed.  Hopefully I will be able to catch up with all of you.  I do miss you.  Much love & many blessings.

I am in so much physical pain right now…hit right after I got into job #2…I’m off to hit the hay, and I sure hope I feel better in the a.m. ’cause I can’t work feeling this shitty…EVERYTHING aches.  I am a giant ball of pain.  I’m dying to catch up with everyone but my damn computer is so slow, and I’m so overwhelmed with shit…the lawyer, the truck, etc.  What the hell ever.  I need to get to bed, I feel really weak.  Please continue to put out some good energy for Lauren, Jeff, Colin & their families, they need it.  And if I may, I could use some, too