April 19, 2005
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Karma. It's an interesting thing, how what energy we put out into the world eventually comes back to us. I should know. I am finally feeling my own karma. After giving constantly, and being treated like a doormat, I am now the recipient of a selfless person.
My life has changed so drastically in the past 6 months. The 10th was the 6 month anniversary of my rape. I never imagined that in 6 months my life would go from being nearly ruined to being on top pf the world. In the past 6 months, I have significantly climbed the business ladder and manage an up-and-coming animal hospital, I am going back to school, and I am in love with the most incredible man.
My job at Ambassador is a new one, but the responsibility is huge, and I love every minute of it, and I'm doing a damn good job.
I'm going back to school this fall. I'm going to get my BBA in business management so that I can go even further. I'm not going to school down here, I'm going back to NY. My family is in NY, and Jay is in NY. I need to be with him, this long-distance thing is just too hard. We have it all figured out in terms of when, finances, schools, etc. This should be good. It's so ironic because Jay and I were interested in each other from day one, but Bobby got in the way, charmed into believing he was something he wasn't, and the idea of "Jay and I" was lost. In October, Bobby raped me, and moved back to NY. I wanted to keep in touch with Jay, but was too afraid because of the connection with Bobby. Now 6 months later, Jay and I are the couple we were supposed to be. I guess if something is meant to be, it will happen. It is so wonderful - it is such a change. Jay is selfless and patient and understanding. We have always had an incredible friendship, and that is the strong foundation for this relationship. It is a new, and very wonderful place to be in.
For once, my future looks bright. Everything is going well, and I couldn't be happier. The best part is, I am not looking at this bright future alone, my best friend and partner is right next to me.
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I'm so happy things have worked out. Pulling for you and wishing you all the best.
I am so happy that things are turning in a possitive direction for you hun. I have been slacking with visiting your xanga and everyone elses. You keep me up to date on things ok. No matter what happens remember you ALWAYS have people that care about you and who are here for you.
~hugs~ Dark Asrai (aka Silver Sky)
Heya! Don't apologize for your Xanga hiatus--you've been busy. My own posting was rather sporadic during the bulk of my work on my senior project.
As per your question... I don't think the story of the Wandering Jew is biblical at all. Most indications seem to show that the legend didn't form until around 1200, probably as a result of the Crusades. One of the names of the W.J. is Malchus--and that name was in the Bible, he was one of the servants of the high priest who helped arrest Jesus. (John 18:10) But far from cursing Malchus, Jesus is said to have healed him after Peter attacked Malchus with a sword. (Luke 22:51)
I have a friend that goes to Dowling, and she likes it a lot. I'd definitely love to have a catch-up party with you and LaDonna.
Glad to hear how your life has been going in the last coupla months, and it's really good to hear from you again! Take care, and be well!
So good to hear from you. I understand how things get kinda hectic. It's been that way on my end too. I havent had time to post much myself. Take care and write when you can.
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