April 29, 2005

• My therapist said yesterday how she's never seen me so happy.  I still can't get over this relationship with Jay.  I was not expecting to be in a relationship so soon...I expected it would be at least a year, if not longer.  And, Jay is so different.  He constantly checks to ensure I'm comfortable with things, that I'm ok emotionally.  We split the responsibilities, we take care of each other, and he has absolutely no expectations of me.  Nothing is demanded of me.  It's such a change, he doesn't ask anything of me.  It's weird, it's taking a lot of getting used to.  It's not bad, just a big change.  I have a hard time wrapping my head around all the changes that have taken place over the past 6 months.  It's so amazing, so many positive things have happened for a change.  It wasn't easy getting here, but I'm loving every minute of it

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