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  • Do I dare say it?  Happy Valetine's Day, everyone.  Personally, it's a holiday I could care less about.  I guess getting that restraining order against my ex-hubby on Valentine's kinda ruined the day for me  :)


    Welp, no word from "Deer" yet.  I'm dying.  No phone call, no e-mail, nothing.  Not even to confirm she got "it."   It's fine if she needs some to think, I was just kinda hoping for at least a confirmation that she received it.  As much as I'd love to be with her, if she says no, I'm ok with that.  I just don't want to lose our friendship.  Sigh....Waiting sucks.


    Work was...Eh.     Nothing too crazy.  Oh, we did have a bobcat come in yesterday that ate a Kong toy...I missed pretty much all of it, but I did get to see Jakie closing & help clean the surgical site before the cat woke up.  That was cool.  Other than that, we've been busy, but nothing TOO crazy.  Oh, did I mention the other foreign body surgery we had this week?  A Mastiff ate...Well, he swallowed (whole) 2 stuffed toys...a seal & a cow!  :)   He went home today.  Those were the 2 most interesting cases this week.  Ah, well, enough about work.  I have to go back in the morning anyway!  My first Sunday on.  Oh, and HerbWytche, they're not quite scrubs, but it was the closest thing they had  :)   It's funny 'cause I planned on putting that pic up anyway, and then you happened to mention it!  Too funny! 


    Justin's Grandmother died yesterday.  So, I have to go to the wake tomorrow after I do evening treatments at work.  Please send some good, positive, loving, caring, supportive, warm energy to him & his family.  I know she's been suffering for a little while, but that never eases the pain.  So, please send some love his way, ok?  Thanks!


    Well, I'm gonna go get ready for bed.  Tomorrow is going to be a hellish day.  Take care all, sleep well.  Blessed be!

  • I just watched my tape of survivor.  Oh my god!  Did you see the end?!  I STILL have goosebumps.  I cried so hard, from a place I've never cried before.  I'm fighting back the tears as I write this.  I don't want to go into details, because I know a few of you out there are fellow Survivor fans & I don't want to ruin it in case you haven't seen it yet...


    On a different note...I just got a very bizarre e-mail from Stephen.  This is so NOT him.  Tell me this isn't bizarre:    Lauren,  We will most likely do it at my house. Things are changing before my eyes. I will explain when I see you.  As for Friday, Lynn won't be in. So don't go. I will explain when I see you.  It's all slight of hand and misdirection. I will explain when I see you.  We will write again before Monday when all will be revealed.
    Stephen


    The way he wrote it was odd.  He also said with certainty (not typical of him), that we would e-mail each other again before Monday.  Hmmmm....  My gut says, well of course, dummy, we still haven't set a time!  But, at the same time, how can I not help but think something is up.  I hope everyone is ok.  Strange....


    Well, I should TRY to go to bed....Gotta be up for work in 6 hours.  My ass is gonna drag.  Always does when I don't get 8 hours or more sleep.  Oh, I hope you all enjoy my new mood/picture thing on the right....The moods should change daily unless I feel the same way for more than a day (hell, I don't feel the same every 5 minutes!)  :)   The funny thing is, that little face looks just like me!  LOL.  Anyway, enjoy!  Goodnight world.  Rest well, and blessed be.

  • Good morning, all!  I had the weirdest dream last night.  It was about Vinny.  Of all people!  I haven't really seen him in years.  I BRIEFLY saw him at Keith Doug's wake, but that was so brief and, I barely saw him...It was more like he wasn't there at all.  Anyway, I just thought it was odd I dreamt about him.  I don't remember how it started.  I just remember being with him, and yes, it did feel good to be back in his arms.  But things got weird again, and we had gone out to McDonalds or something with a large group of guys, I was the only female.  I don't know how I got myself out of there, but I decided I'd have him think I was going to meet him back wherever, but I was really running away, back to my home.  And I was on foot.  Midway through my escape, he and the guys found me.  He wasn't angry, though.  We just talked.  And I told him that I loved him.  He said he never could love someone again (in reality he said that was because of his ex, Pam.  So, I'll assume here it was the same reason), but he was as close to that with me as possible, that he was very happy with me.  And I kind of settled for that, but at the same time, I wanted to run away again.  Somehow that turned into me being with Robin, a female doctor at work.  And that turned into a beautiful lesbian thing.  Now granted, Robin is my favorite doctor at work, but not in that way.  The dream ended very happily with me & Robin being very much in love.  I'm happy it ended nicely, but geez that was weird!  Hmmmm...I wonder what the hell that all meant!  :)   To me, the beginning of trying to run away from Vinny is fairly obvious, but the rest is just a mystery  :)


    Anyway, here is the letter I just typed up to give to Doreen today.  I purposely did NOT want to speak to her about it (because I would have ripped her SEVERAL new ones), and I wanted to be sure I got my point across, but in a diplomatic way.  Doreen is kind of like a tattle-tale kid....She's always running to Gini, our office manager, about something.  This way, IF she shows it to Gini, they can't hold anything against me.  There was a problem, I addressed it quietly, and with the person directly.  I didn't make a scene or get people involved who didn't need to be.  I think I handled this pretty well.  Let me know what all of you think.  That's it for now.  Take care, everyone.  I'll talk to you later.  Take care & blessed be!


    Doreen,


    I am writing this note about last night because I wanted to make sure I get my point across and do so in a proper manner. I wouldn’t want to say something I didn’t mean simply out of frustration. And I’m typing it because I have God-awful handwriting.


    About yesterday, I am sorry if I got short with you. It had nothing to do with the long, stressful day. I was feel frustrated all day, and by the end of it all, it had just completely escalated. I was frustrated because I felt I ended up doing more kennel work than technical work. Wednesday is my one and only surgical day, and I really did not get to use that to its optimum yesterday. I know it is easy for you to jump in since you know the routine much better than I, you know where things are, you know doctors’ preferences, etc. I understand that. However, I, too, am a licensed technician, and that needs to be remembered. I am here to work just as much as you are, and how will I ever improve on my skills or my speed around this hospital if I am not allowed to jump in myself. I felt it was very unfair for you to hand off your surgical cat which was about to be extubated and take over the rabbit neuter, when I was there, already helping Robin. I don’t mind extubating animals, but I really did not feel like I was allowed to do much yesterday, and that was the straw that broke the camel’s back. Normally one tech sees a case through, from pre-meds to extubation and recovery, it’s just the one technician. Personally, I do not believe that it is fair for one technician to be involved in a case and the surgery itself, but then hand it off once everything is done, to get involved in another case.


    I do not mind helping to clean or organize things around the hospital. We are all there to chip in and help each other out. However, that does not instantly mean that I am simply the kennel help. I have been working in the field for too long, and passed my licensing exam to be used simply as a cleaner. Again, I am more than happy to chip in and help. I have no problem with that. However, it felt last night more like I was the kennel attendant than I was a technician. That, to me, is unfair. We all need to work together. Last night, with you staying late, we had 3 licensed techs and one license-eligible tech working. There is no reason that the kennel/cleaning work could not have been divided amongst all of us. I ask that you please keep that in mind.


    My bottom line is this: I am not angry with you. But I was very frustrated, and I think I had every right to be. I ask that you please remember we are all here to work together. It is important that everyone works together, rather than working FOR someone. Please remember that I am also a licensed tech, and I am quite capable of handling my responsibilities as such. Please be aware of the cause of my frustration, and hopefully something like last night will not happen again. Thanks, Doreen. Have a great afternoon.


                                                                                                                            -Lauren

  • Sigh...Damn, I'm tired!  Worked a 12 hour day today.  Wouldn't have been bad if Doreen hadn't been so bitchy.  I don't really want to get in to it.  I talked to Lauren about it, and since I've just been fooling around on the internet, I'm in a better mood.  Exhausted, but not totally cranky  :)   I have to write a note to Doreen.  Basically my way of reminding her that she's not the only licensed tech in the hospital & that she should not be treating her co-workers like they are there to work for her, we are not beneath her.  Maybe I'll do that in the morning, I don't know.  Feelin' pretty fried at the moment.


    Got an e-mail from Stephen.  Should be doing the photo shoot on Monday.  Wohoo!  I'm looking forward to that, it should be fun.  As soon as I get the pics back, I'll post 'em up here so you guys can finally see my ink, which I wear with great pride  :)   Obviously, I will NOT post a picture of the chest/torso piece.  That just wouldn't be appropriate.  If you would like to see it, I'll e-mail it to you privately.  Please bear in mind this piece was done artistically, the picture(s) will be done in an artful manner, and that needs to be respected.  Location aside, this is still art & it is my body, and I ask that I, as well as my art, is respected, treated with dignity & not viewed in any other manner.  If you cannot understand or respect that, please do not ask to see the picture.  I trust in good faith, this will be done.  As you all know by now, I'm not a prude, but I am modest, and this is an extremely important piece to me, and I just thought I should make that disclaimer.


    Anyhoo, I think I'll go eat, or maybe just go to bed.  Somehow, I don't see myself excercising tonight.  But 12 hours on my feet all day and only having eaten a granola bar, 2 yogurts & a little bag of crisp-um's (little baked cookie-type things from Quaker oats with cinnamon...REALLY good!), I don't think I need to  :)   I literally sat for about 10 minutes all day, until I came home, of course  :)   I've been in this chair for an hour & I really don't want to get up  :)   Sigh....So, I guess that's it for now.  Just so y'all know, I doubt this will make a damn bit of difference, but...   I'm going out Friday to the Tattoo parlor to discuss the dolphin piece, and I'm going out Saturday night after work, too.  That's a first!  I'm ALWAYS home Friday & saturday nights.  It'll be a nice change of pace, something a little different  :)   So, if you don't hear from me it's because I've actually decided to let myself see the light of day (or in this case, night) for a change!  :)


    Welp, I'm off for now.  Have a good night, world!  Ooh, one last thing...Everyone needs to go see llamainthehouse's site.  That's Lauren, my best friend.  Known that crazy girl almost all my life.  God only knows why she talks to me, but I love her!  So, if you could, drop by, give her a nice, warm Xanga hello!  Now, I'm REALLY signing off  :)   Goodnight, everyone.  Sleep well.  Blessed be!

  • Nothing new to report here.  Gotta go into work early today to get my insurance papers processed.  Wohoo!  I have a LIST of docs I need to see.  Gonna find me a new Gyn (fun!), get a regular Internist of course, and a neurologist to start.  I used to have my own little fleet of docs just a few years ago....Internist, Plastic surgeon, neurologist, gastroenterologist, gyn...I think that was everyone  :)   I have so much that I need to take care of medically, I can't wait to get this ball rolling.  More than anything, I'm really hoping to find a GOOD neurologist this time.  I went back to LIJ last time, since that was where my pediatric neurologist was, and I thought maybe I'd be best going to such a big hospital (although I had problems with them before.  After meeting with this neurologist, I have decided that no matter what, LIJ SUCKS!).  That guy was great at first, but he turned into such an ass.  I came REALLY close to getting my tubes tied, and my gyn wanted a form from him (the neurologist) saying that I was strong enough to withstand the anesthesia.  So, I called him up and asked him if he could do that.  He said he didn't know what the problem was, why was she requesting that.  I told him that she did not feel comfortable putting me under until she heard from him that my myopathy wouldn't be too much of an anesthetic risk.  He yelled through the phone, "You don't have a myopathy!" and hung up.  Can we say Jackass?  So, now I'm hoping to find a GOOD neurologist, one who will actually do the muscle biopsy I need to find out WHAT I have.  I have been through such a barrage <sp?> of tests...EMG's, blood tests, literally EVERYTHING but the much needed biopsy.  I can't keep fooling around any more.  Now I need to buckle down & get the answers I've been waiting for my whole life. 


    Wow, that was quite a tangent there!  LOL...Sorry.  I'm doing ok, I guess.  I gotta exercise & get ready for work.  My back is KILLING me today.  Not good.  Hopefully I'll be ok lifting at work.  Well, I think that wraps up things here in hell....I mean NY   :)   Have a great day everyone.  Take care & blessed be!

  • Last night was amazing.  Hold on, get your minds out of the gutter  :)   LOL.  Quick, but wonderful story.  Akh was laying on my belly last night as I lay in bed.  As I was petting her, I was really trying to give her some good energy & to help her understand that she's got 3 big surgeries coming up, but that I'm doing it to help her.  I just didn't feel like I was communicationg with her correctly.  So, as I'm laying there petting her, I asked Goddess to help convey that message.  For her to understand that going to work with me is for her benefit, and that she needs these surgeries, and I'm doing it because I love her.    As soon as I thanked Goddess & said, "So mote it be," Akh kinda stretched/half got-up.  She touched my pentacle (not in her usual play manner, but literally just touched it), Sat on my chest, licked my face (what cat does that?!) and then fell asleep on my chest!  I think she got the message.  It was a very powerful moment.  It was wonderful and amazing and reassurring and comforting all at once.  A real blessing.  So, that's it  :)   I'm off to get ready to go see mom & Dick now.  Have a great Sunday, everyone.  Blessed be! 

  • I was going to write about work, but I came home to such craziness & disorder.  Now, I'm just exhausted & my mind is fuzzy  :)   So, instead of me rambling, here are some tests results for me from Quizilla & E-mode:


         


    Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!


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    You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


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    For some unknown reason, you don't like yourself very much, so you express this through self - mutilation.  You feel you need to be punished, but you're not so weak that you need others to do it for you.


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    Good night, all!  Blessed be.


    PS....You all should check out druid.meetup.com and witches.meetup.com   They sound really cool.  It's a way to meet other pagans, and it's an international thing...These local groups all meet up like once a month all around the world!  Don't worry, they have a TON of other topics over there, from pets to politics.  It's not a dating service kind of thing, but meetings for these groups.  Go check it out!

  • It seems like most of the people I subscribe to haven't been on in days.  I've been on 2 or 3 times today.  Geez.  Pretty pathetic, huh?  I'm just  homebody by nature.  I prefer to be home, be in a quiet atmosphere.  But I don't get out much & I don't have a lot of friends because of it (although, the friends I DO have are the best.  I couldn't ask for better.  They are true blessings to me in so many ways).  Anyway, my pathetic Friday nights at home on Xanga were not the topic I had in mind for today  :)


    I got a couple of e-mails from Stephen yesterday.  We're planning the dolphin tattoo & discussing the photo shoot for all my ink.  I'm excited, I can't wait to get this finally rolling.  But, I'm also nervous.  I haven't seen Stephen since right around Christmas.  I don't know how he's gonna act.  I don't know what to expect from him.  Lauren & I discussed this last night.  She told me I should write him an e-mail before I see him next week to make sure we're on the same page.  I know she's right, but I really don't want to.  Shit like this isn't easy for me.  I take after my mom in this regard.  We're both very non-confrontational.  I hate to hurt Stephen's feelings (I know, I can't put his emotions before my well-being), and I'm just uncomfortable being the one to say anything.  He has such trust issues.  Am I going to make them worse for him?  I wish with all my heart that he would come to me & tell me he met  someone else or that my nurturing personality was overwhelming for him (which I know it is).  Sigh/Argh.  This is so difficult for me.  I have some time to think it through, in terms of what I want to say & how I want to say it.  But that doesn't make it any easier.


    That being said, I think I need to go off on a tangent here for a second to clarify something.  Since Mike, I have had more "interests" & bizarre things happen to me in the Romance Dept. than I've ever had in my life before!  I did not date in high school.  I met my ex, got married, got divorced & met Vinny.  That was pretty much my entire dating life.  Things/people came up here & there, but everything died very quickly, or it didn't blossom at all.  Most of the time it was my imagination at work, which ended up hurting me more (living in a fantasy world is NOT a good thing).  I was sabotaging myself.  Then pretty much everyone & everything died down.  There was a total draught for most of the past 2+ years until this past October when I met Mike.  Granted, that was shorter than the time it takes me to put my socks on in the morning, but it was something.  Literally the minute we broke up, Stephen asked me out, that TV show called (nothing ever came of that, btw), and I began fantasizing about "Deer."  This is so atypical of me & my life.  This is why I've seemed to kind of hop from one love interest to another.  I've never been so confused like this before.  I've never had so many "potentials" (shitty way to describe it, but I don't know what other word I could use).  I've never been in a position to be making decisions like this.  It's so much more than I'm used to.  Meanwhile, I got an e-mail from my mom the other day about some guy she thinks would be perfect for me.  Although I greatly appreciated the gesture, and he does have long hair (always a plus for me), I have to wait until after Valentine's.  I need to know what "Deer" thinks before I say or do anything else.  As much as I want a partner, I find this to be more than slightly overwhelming.  I've always looked for that movie/storybook fantasy where the 2 people just know the instant they lay eyes on each other.  You don't see those movie characters going through those awkward first few dates or what have you.  They don't have the insecurities or idiosyncracies I have.  Sigh....I wish "the one" would just step forward from this crowd so I could just be with them & not go through this stage.  It's a part of life, I guess.  Right? 


    I hope that makes sense.  I know I've been seeming like I go up & down, back & forth on all these people.  I am not like that in any way, please understand that.  I'm actually very stable & devoted in my relationships (the other person may not be, but like a dog, I stick by them until I can't take it any more, or it's time to go to bed :)    ).  Anyway, even if no one reads this, at least it's off my chest.  It kinda eats away at me sometimes....


    It's 8:30 & I still haven't exercised or showered yet.  I should get going.  Don't really want to...I'd much prefer to crawl into bed & sleep, but if I want to look good for that photo shoot, I'd better at least do some ab work.  So, I guess I'll sign off for now.  Good night, world.  Take care & blessed be!

  • Hey, did you hear the good news?  Massachussetts is gonna legalize same-sex marriages!  Wohoo!  It's about time!  I was so excited when I heard that yesterday morning on the news at work.  Here's an article I copied from the Optimum Online Home Page.  It seems like MAYBE, just maybe people are starting to realize that love encompasses all, surpasses all gender, race, religion, etc.  Marriage is about 2 PEOPLE who love each other, not a white man & a white woman.  People are people, no matter what their color, religion or gender.  It's about time the American Government sees that, appreciates that & gives the same legal rights to all its citizens.


    The Massachusetts high court declared Wednesday that gays are entitled to nothing less than marriage and that Vermont-style civil unions will not suffice, setting the stage for the nation's first legally sanctioned same-sex weddings by the spring.


    The court issued the advisory opinion at the request of legislators who wanted to know whether civil unions would be enough to satisfy the court after its November ruling that said gay couples are entitled to all the rights of marriage. That decision had been written in such a way that it left open the possibility that civil unions might be allowed.


    But Wednesday's opinion by the Supreme Judicial Court left no doubt: Only marriage would pass constitutional muster.


    "The history of our nation has demonstrated that separate is seldom, if ever, equal," four justices wrote. "For no rational reason the marriage laws of the commonwealth discriminate against a defined class; no amount of tinkering with language will eradicate that stain. The (civil unions) bill would have the effect of maintaining and fostering a stigma of exclusion that the Constitution prohibits."


    Julie Goodridge, left, and her partner Hillary, right, who are the plaintiffs in the Massachusetts gay marriage lawsuit, speaks to reporters following a news conference in Boston, Wednesday, Feb. 4, 2004 to discuss the advisory opinion issued by the Massachusetts Supreme Judicial Court on Wednesday.  The court issued the opinion that only full, equal marriage rights for gay couples, rather than civil unions, would meet the edict of its November 2003 decision, in response to an advisory request f


    Paul Martinek, editor of Lawyers Weekly USA, said that the blunt opinion erases any confusion.


    "The fat lady has sung and she's singing the wedding march," Martinek said. "It's clear from reading the majority opinion that there's no basis on which the (court) will OK anything other than marriage."


    The much-anticipated opinion came a week before next Wednesday's Constitutional Convention, where the Legislature will consider an amendment backed by Republican Gov. Mitt Romney that would define marriage as a union between a man and a woman.


    But the soonest a constitutional amendment could end up on the ballot would be 2006, meaning that until then, the high court's decision will be Massachusetts law. Gay couples could get married in Massachusetts as soon as May, the deadline set by the court last fall.


    "We're going to have to start looking for a band," said Ed Balmelli, who put down a deposit for a wedding after the opinion.


    The case represents a significant milestone in a year that has seen broad new recognitions of gay rights in America, Canada and abroad, including a June U.S. Supreme Court decision striking down a Texas ban on gay sex.


    Ohio State Rep. William Seitz testifies before the Ohio State Senate Finance Committee in support of the Defense of Marriage Act during a finance committee hearing on the bill at the Ohio Statehouse in Columbus, Ohio, Tuesday Jan. 20, 2004. (AP Photo/Paul Vernon)


    The White House called the Massachusetts ruling "deeply troubling."


    "Activist judges continue to seek to redefine marriage by court order without regard for the will of the people," said presidential spokesman Scott McClellan.


    The legal battle in Massachusetts began in 2001, when seven gay couples went to their city and town halls to obtain marriage licenses. All were denied, leading them to sue the state.


    The Supreme Judicial Court ruled in November that gay couples have a constitutional right to marry, and gave the Legislature six months to change state laws to make it happen.


    The state Senate then asked for more guidance from the court.


    "The dissimilitude between the terms `civil marriage' and `civil union' is not innocuous; it is a considered choice of language that reflects a demonstrable assigning of same-sex, largely homosexual, couples to second-class status," the justices wrote.


    At least one aspect of the case may still be subject to debate: Would marriages in Massachusetts have to be recognized in other states?


    Conservative leaders said they would redouble their efforts to pass the constitutional ban on same-sex marriages.


    "This now puts the pressure back on the Legislature to do their job to protect and defend marriage for the citizens of the state to allow them to vote," said Ron Crews, president of the Massachusetts Family Institute.











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  • I cannot thank all of you enough.  Thank you for those kind, sweet words.  It really means a lot.  A million thanks to you all.


    I had a few things I was going to write about today, and I may get to them yet, but I MUST share my drive home just now.  I came from the witch store & went home a way I normally don't go.  But it was amazing!  I was equadistant with the sun and the moon.  I felt the energy from them both.  The warmth and strength from Amun-Ra (the sun), and the peace and femininity of the moon.  It was so peaceful and balanced and beautiful and wonderful.  As I drove past the old airfield in Calverton, I saw some deer grazing in the field.  They were all young.  I was taken aback, I didn't expect it(they shouldn't have been there).  It was a great sight.  Not too long after that, a flock of blackbirds flew over my car.  I was awestruck.  It was simply amazing.  Immediately after that, a butterfly flew right in front of my car!  Goddess and God were speaking to me in such a powerful way.  Gaea has never reached out to me so blatantly before.  It was amazing.  I'm looking up information on blackbirds.  I found that they are often associated with the tree of life, that they are a sign  of connection (or to strengthen the connection) with the natural world.  According to my oracle, they represent the gateway between the 2 worlds, and an inner-focus.  Butterflies represent change.  And deer represent gracefulness and femininity.  I am still in awe of this message and the way it was revealed to me.  I was planning on meditating tonight anyway, so if anything is revealed to me, I'll let you know  :)


    I bought this GORGEOUS chalice at the witch store.  It's black with my celtic symbol (I'll explain in a second) with some kind of reddish-pinkish-purple stone in it.  I call the celtic symbol mine because it really spoke to me.  It was a symbol I saw in Scotland & I just instantly felt a bond to it, and I was amazed as its beauty (mind you, it is a very simple design).  We even integrated it into my chest/torso tattoo.  It is beautiful.  You will all see pictures of it as soon as I get the pictures of my tattoos done.  But back to the chalice.  It is beautiful.  I bought some incense, rosebuds & a ring too, but this chalice is great.


    I've been thinking about Nyako a lot lately.  Been seeing a lot of cancer the past week or so, and just other things that really hit home.  I miss her like hell.  And I never let myself fully mourn her loss.  That was part of the reason I wanted to meditate tonight, not only to honor the waxing moon, but to hopefully release this.  Not to release Ny, she'll always be with me & I want it to stay that way, but for me to release the pain & sorrow & guilt.  I probably sound stupid still mourning the passing of a rat, but we really were kindred spirits.  I always said to myself that she was me.  Her life was a reflection of mine.  And her personsality & behavior were similar to mine, or were behaviors I wanted to emulate.  She was such a blessing to me, and anyone else who knew her. 


    Work today was busy, and very interesting.  I got to do a dentistry (Wohoo!), and put in a catheter, assist, etc.  I helped Robin work on a hamster which sadly probably won't be around much longer.  Then we worked on a Mourning Dove who came in a few days ago.  She had a hole in her crop & skin.  Since birds can't chew, their food goes into the crop first where it is ground up before it goes into the stomach for digestion.  So, this poor thing would eat, but the food was literally falling out of her!  It was so sad.  So, Robin & I anesthetized her and Robin began cutting tissue & suturing.  She actually finished & sutured the hole, but the dove had passed.  It was sad.  She had clearly been attatcked by something & she tried so hard to survive.  She wouldn't have lasted much longer, and we did this in the hopes of helping her.  It was either try or just euthanise her.  At least we tried in her name, our intentions were good.  And, at least she passed without suffering.  There wasn't any pain, she just slept.


    Well, I think that's everything.  Sounds like enough, doesn't it?  :)   I'm off to excercise & then eat dinner.  Take care, all.  Have a wonderful night.  Blessed be! 

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