November 28, 2004
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Hi all! I just got home a little while ago, had a great time with “Thanksgiving Part II”…Elaina’s friends are good people. It was really nice. Have a TON of meds for Akh, turns out she’s sick
I’m going in tomorrow to check the blood work to see what exactly is going on. Hopefully this regimen will do it for her. Poor thing.
Thank you for all the kind words. It’s healing, I know it is. It’s not easy, but I know I’m not crazy (well, not TOO crazy
). I still have a lot of anger & resentment that I have to go through this. I guess I’m a bit impatient for karma this time. It bit Vinny in the ass pretty hard, so I’m sure it’ll be that much worse in this case. It’s just waiting & hoping I can know about it, how wicked of me! 
I’ve done a lot of work in my work book & caught up on some of the projects in it. It’s so tough. I go from one deep emotion to another. I really do want to know that in some way he is suffering. Please don’t think of me as some kind of sick, evil person. If you knew the horrors that I experienced physically AND emotionally, you would understand. It’s just that I want some sense of justice….
I need to go give Akh some SQ (SubQ = Subcutaneous = under the skin) fluids & injectable antibiotics, and then hit the hay. My poor hay stack takes such a beating. I hit it at least once a day, sometimes more….
Anyhoo, have a loverly evening, everyone, I’ll try to catch up with ya tomorrow…I got a lot to do, so don’t hold me to it Much love & many blessings to you all!
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feeling a bit better i see.
that’s good.
(((HUGS)))
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Who could blame you for not wanting him to get his just desserts! I’d worry about you if you didn’t! I hope your baby is soon on the mend and feeling better! Hugs!
Much love and many hugs sent your way!
Love what you have done to your page looks great. I am still sending you energy my friend. It sounds like Akh needs some too. I hope things continue to get better. I have a way that I deal with my anger…. I let out a mega primal scream…. I usually do it on the drive home because if I did it in my house my neighbors would come running. Yeah meditation helps, working on yourself helps…. but when one is Italain and raised the “Italain ways” one needs to let out a scream every so often :biggrin:. Well just remember you have lots o’ lots of friends who love you. :bighug:
Phoenix Asrai (Silver Sky)
The world could use a few more women like you. You have a strong soul and will come through this stronger and wiser. Be thankful for the capability of learning from your mistakes. Take with you the knowledge that you will not be broken. Your spirit is still your own no matter what someone else may do to you.